YOU++

All I do is lie awake and wonder about you
-not you specifically, but you you,
like you nonetheless, 
and not the you -you think you are, but the you underneath, 
and also the you -you put aside and the you -you will be, and are, but also aren't quite yet, 
yet maybe were in a past, and likely are somewhere in the infinite,
the universal you, you as a universe, 
you universally,
the everything you,  and also the everything not you,
somehow the god you, 
or at least how G-d sees you, 
and I'm wondering therefore, how you see you...
and also narcissistically, me... 
and you?