Adam Adjusts and Reveals His Admiration.

Chasing everyday to find a higher purpose
Looking in cracks and crevices,
happily distracted by the latter recourse
and if she is the source, then oh what a source.
I once tasted her inner turmoil like a bad apple,
ridden with scars and bruised by times’ inequities,
did I gasp and choke and spit up, but take a second bite?
I’m glad, she offered the apple that night.

Chasing everyday to find a higher purpose
Looking at cracks and crevices
to find some discourse
on things I find beautiful and shameful
but you claim are not so self-inflicted.
Will she bite, when the flesh rips and conquer this ghastly pit,
and when she does will I like that kinky shit and can I bare it?
I feel blessed with the offer, and thankful to share it.

Chasing everyday to find a higher purpose
Looking on as cracks and crevices
change course splitting old wounds,
deepening with force, the wounds to make them worse.
Teeth of sacred indemnity,
but each bite brings forth our identity
so we hide behind the bushes cuz she asks me to
I’m glad cuz there’s nothing I’d rather do.


Chasing everyday I’ve found a higher purpose
Looking at her cracks and crevices
Captured rather happily by that blossoming source
That without force
Brought sacred flowers a teeming
And fruit bearing women new meaning
And will I accept when she offers her partnership again?
Where she leads I follow, just as its always been.




((((this was/is supposed to be the first in a series, on the adam and eve thing. I was trying to think about all the good leaving the garden did... how much more we are able to appreciate, and thus thank eve for the invite... but one of the positive/negative bi products of the apple saga is sex. good sex, painful sex, loving sex, and unloving sex... and of course it is antifeminist to call woman sex, but in thanking her we must also thank her for this gift. so a sort of pro/anti feminist stance on this one... in a way.)

Are You Jenny E

Are you Jenny E?
I see you in every skinny short haired long skirt
wearing nubile goddess
But the essence was never marred by your lack of physical presence
In shadows you leaped and jumped
panther wild
A sleek style
with subtle exclamations
Is it any wonder my mind meets you
melting through crowds on my vacations?


((((I met this chica who later became a friend, on my first trip to italia with mi amigos... that trip was good times. Anyway shes a really cool girl, i used the word "nubile" because it was the first word that came to mind, I wrote all of this in like 3 seconds on the street in krakow... which is why its no good... but anyway "nubile" apparently means sexual, and im not sure i ever thought that way about jenny though she is quite beautiful... it was more about hearing her thoughts and enjoying the adventures.. but i think its funny that i think i see her more than any of my other friends when im out walking around... maybe its just her look, maybe its the fact that i could imagine running in to her anywhere in the world i guess. anyway funnily i ran in to some cats the other week who went to a school she went to down south and they said they had heard of her but didnt know her. Basically she was always really soft and quiet (around me) but seemed to have bigger plans and thoughts than most, and a strange beautiful energy that left a nice impression.)))